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Wednesday, September 21

Pretty her,

Nur Liyana, Nur Farah Effa, Nur Hamizah, Nurul Fahana, 
Iradatul Afifah, Nor Hamizah, Adriana Norrazam, Izreen Nazarul.
Pleaseee, take note. (!!!)

I MISS,  :')

I MISS YOU A LOT,

Hahaaa, I MISS YOU GUYS. DAMN A LOT.
BEING HERE, WITHOUT ALL OF YOU,
DAMN TOUGH. DAMN HARD. DAMN ALONE.

Yeahhh, it's me. Alone. Now.

I don't even know what the hell my fault is.
Am I wrong, am I right.
What the hell's going on now, here.
What are they thinking? What are their problems?

I JUST DON'T KNOW!

Now, final season. And I, mess a lot.
I just can't focus anymore. Is it my wrong?

I just wanna go home, see mama's face and hug her.
Yes, I miss Mama. Really miss her. Really really.
Last time I called her, she was scolding me.
I lost both my bank cards. I know, it's my own fault.
Until now, I don't know where are them at.
Mama, I'm sorry. I miss you.

And, my truly friends. I miss you guys. Help me out of here please.
I've no idea what's going on here. They leave me alone!
I don't know what's my fault!! Tell me.
Why are they not replying my text asking for forgiveness?
Asking for answer why are they doing this at me?

I'm just curious.
Is it because I'm not pretty as they are?
Is it because I'm not smart as they are?
Is it because I'm not clever as they are?
Is it because I'm not wealth as they are?

ANSWER ME!!! DON'T MAKE ME CRAZY!!!

Are they just trying to fool me around?
Are they just using me?
Are they just playing around of what is FRIEND for?

AM I REALLY THEIR FRIEND?

BESTIE, BUDDY?

Yeah, I remember both words above, they said to me.
Am I dreaming? Hahaa, now, I realize.

I'M NOBODY. 

I don't have strength anymore.
To cry out, to scream out, loud.

Be strong, Emilia. MORE strong! :)
This, what true friends are.